Tuesday, November 20, 2018

I really don't know.

Both happy and sad.

I want to go back.

All of things getting tangled.

Is it better for me, or better for you.

I want to take a new path, that ways different from what i'm right now.

But i still have some doubt with few things.

Still don't understand how world works.

Like; why some is unfair, or why some is too good to be true.

What a sick feeling.

Wish i could hang onto something more solid.

Wish i could dance my problems away.

And how i really wish i could do things i want to do right away.

What a sick feeling.

To be both happy and sad.

What if we meet again someday.

What if we forget about today.

What if we don't know how to don't know.

What if we try to ignore other's presence and pretending.

What if.

What if.

I know it's crazy to thinking bout silly thing.

I know it's funny to still thinking bout silly thing.

It takes a while for me.

How about we take our time to remember about the past.

And how about we take our time to remember about today.

Staring into what would we do in the next seconds.

Glimpse of bad memories. Glimpse of happy memories. Glimpse of many smiles. Glimpse of many tears. And glimpse of hope that slowly fading away.

What a sick feeling.

To always want to turn around.

Getting away. Further from what i'm right now.

I'm trying my best to keep my pace.